I am in a position.

A position unchangeable for the foreseeable future.

Unable to explore, to find myself, I decide to create.

Creating as much as I can, to scratch the itch of being myself.

I think to myself, "It could be much worse, could be poor, could be starving..."

And yet I still feel unfulfilled.

I do what I can but what I can do isn't enough anymore.

Lost in nowhere land, nowhere to go, nowhere to land.


(May 11th, 2025)